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I had a dream last night that felt so reaL  and actually it happened when I was about to wake up…. I heard someone in my kitchen and I they were opening a bag or ssomething… and I thought it was my ex… and even then I was still scared…. I stayed in my bed because I couldnt move.. and I heard them walking to my bedroom.. I stayed frozen and then I saw the dark shadow hovering over my bed… and I tried to scream but I couldnt it just went silent…. then they grabbed me and I said wait wait I just woke up can I go pee first!!… and then I hid my phone from them and went into the bathroom and tried to call 911… but my damn phone wouldnt let me… and i kept trying and trying.. and I tried to call jess or send out a text but nothing… then They grabbed and told me they were taking me to Maricopa and it would be half a day until we got there… and I was scared and I told them I need my cell phones and some reason they allowed me to take them I pretended to play games but I was STILL tryin to get someone to know where I was going… I tried everything I think I finally got in contact with Jessica but I am not suuure…. and then I forced myself to wake up because I thought I was already awake!!!  :( it was scary!!!

I dont know what that means … eeeeek!

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The end of a GREAT year… I had a lot to be thankful for and I was really happy finding myself and enjoying the important things in life… Now I am ready for a New Year and NEW possibilites…

January 2012

I learned to look for the red flags and always take that as a sign and get out fast. I wasnt ready for anyone and my mind and body knew.. I learned to listen to my gut enstincts because they are almost NEVER wrong…

February 2012

I learned that Valentines day was just a day.. it didnt hurt or make me sad and I became happy! I dont believe I did anything spectacular this month and I was okay with that!

March 2012

I went to San Diego and went Whale Watching and took my son to Lego Land… I spent my dad’s birthday with him and it was really special to me .. I took a trip and wasnt selfish with spring break.. I decided NOT to go to Vegas and instead spend the week with my son! :) Best decision I have ever made!

April 2012

Easter and my grandpas birthday … I spent this holiday with my best friend and her family Mikey was in White Sands with my sister and her BF’s family…

May 2012

My sons Birthday! he turned 7! I had my family I rekindled things with my grandparents.. and all my Besties were there… I changed jobs and came to Bravo Mic Communications and have my own office and work with a lot more responsibility.

June 2013

Mikey went and spen the summer with my mom :( I had to work.. I went out a lot and worked hard and read many books.. like the Hunger Games! I loved my summer reading and I enjoyed the concerts..

July 2013

Fourth of July I spent with my friend Rob and Marissa we went and looked at the City fireworks and listened to Tracey Lawrence! It was soooo much fun!

August 2012

I went and got Mikey back from my mom and I missed him soooooo much Mikey started tackle football and school… the 2nd grade.. :)

Sept 2012

I started working out and getting healthy at Mikeys practices and enjoyed my daily schedule of work sports and family time

Oct. 2012

My birthday and a lot of friend time… Halloween was fun! I LOVED my party! I met my bf this month and I didnt think I would ever get a present like that.

Nov. 2012

Spent thanksgiving with my WHOLE family and won $300 dollars at the casino… my sisters birthday was this month and we had a nice family dinner.. I was extremely happy at this time … Me and Chris were doing EXTREMELY well. :)

Dec 2012

Holidays are always the hardest stressful but happy.. I was stressed and had problems and unfortunetley things didnt work… I will going into the new year with my and my son… which is always the BEST! I cant wait to see where my life goes..

I want to save money and give my son everything I can.. he will grow up to be a man!